LYNETTE

.Saturday, February 07, 2009@5:52 AM.

life's like that.
life's not going my way currently. can't stand the attitudes of some people in school. but that's nothing.
broke my racket today. i have no idea how did it break. told mr wong and he was just being a good coach by helping me dispose it off. and apparently, i told my parents and they scolded me for breaking my racket. yes, i have no say in that. and they want to talk to the coach cos i didn't bring my racket home for evidence? that's plain bullshit. friggit. everytime they have to ruin my life. i don't even think i deserve it. it's like they don't have anything better to do right? time and again these kind of things happen to me. how come all my other friends have no problems like these and only me, me only, have to go through these bullshit? yes, i'm really sorry for using vulgarities but i can't help it. they have to pick on my and ruin my day, and my life, sad to say. i think i'd take back the things that i said in my previous posts, saying that i'm starting to enjoy my time at home. not anymore. everytime i post something good about something and that thing has to take a turn and be negative to me. i guess this is not what i'm in for in my life. i have no idea what's God's motive behind all my problems. he has a motive to everything. positive motive that is. but i can't seem to find out He wants to tell me. i'm very confused now, so if you see me in a bad mood wherever i may be, you know why now.
now, i can say that my life sucks.