.Friday, February 27, 2009@3:49 AM.
life's a lil boring now though.. no exciting stuff.. just finished badminton b division north zone finals. though we put up a though fight, we did not win. nvm guys, you rock! let's show them what we got in nationals! woots! haha..
.Sunday, February 22, 2009@6:21 AM.
thank God!i would really want to thank God for my performance in school lately. as many people know, i wasn't a really good academic performer last year. i didn't put my heart into anything i did esp. on academic.however, this year, thank God i got to know of the st camp. after that, my motivation for life boosted up and i see myself doing much better compared to last year. thank God i have not failed any subjects yet. and i pray to keep it that way. not to brag but i pen it down to give glory to the Lord! at least now you see me do my homework. i can gladly say that i've changed for the better. ;)thank God and i love you Jesus!
.Monday, February 09, 2009@5:29 AM.
feeling much betteryes, i'm feeling much better these days. esp after reading peter's blog post. agreed with what he said.. glad i manage to come across such an important post. ha.anws, valentine's day is drawing nearer. i'll have to say that i have a date this year! cool ya? NO. it's with the school. 5 hours class chairman training. i have to miss my training you know? that's not cool.. it's not the way lynette likes to roll. after the training's tuition! double dread. but the good thing is that i'm celebrating my cousin's birthday on the same day too. so i guess that makes up for it. yay me!so today's like the last day of cny. and there'll be a eclipse.. the earth's shadow cast on the moon. how interesting. it's happening in a few more minutes it think. and at around 12.59, the moon will be the brightest! woopie! but i'll be sleeping so it doesn't really make a difference.
.Saturday, February 07, 2009@5:52 AM.
life's like that.life's not going my way currently. can't stand the attitudes of some people in school. but that's nothing. broke my racket today. i have no idea how did it break. told mr wong and he was just being a good coach by helping me dispose it off. and apparently, i told my parents and they scolded me for breaking my racket. yes, i have no say in that. and they want to talk to the coach cos i didn't bring my racket home for evidence? that's plain bullshit. friggit. everytime they have to ruin my life. i don't even think i deserve it. it's like they don't have anything better to do right? time and again these kind of things happen to me. how come all my other friends have no problems like these and only me, me only, have to go through these bullshit? yes, i'm really sorry for using vulgarities but i can't help it. they have to pick on my and ruin my day, and my life, sad to say. i think i'd take back the things that i said in my previous posts, saying that i'm starting to enjoy my time at home. not anymore. everytime i post something good about something and that thing has to take a turn and be negative to me. i guess this is not what i'm in for in my life. i have no idea what's God's motive behind all my problems. he has a motive to everything. positive motive that is. but i can't seem to find out He wants to tell me. i'm very confused now, so if you see me in a bad mood wherever i may be, you know why now. now, i can say that my life sucks.
.Tuesday, February 03, 2009@2:58 AM.
what's wrong with me?i always get affected by the littlest things in life. have i been too sensitive? people's starting to take advantage of me, at least that's what i feel. why do i get so irritated nowadays? i just hope the world will stop budging into my face. friends are not friends nowadays. but at least i know i still have some by my side. to someone: ( not a guy, so it's not my stead if people's wondering. cos i don't have one.)you may think i'm childish but i'm not. i'm not being too petty also. i just need to let out my feelings. how come each time something doesn't go our way, you don't get affected by it? you just seem like nothing happens. why so i get so angry about it and there you are, just sitting and chatting? i want it badly, do you? at least i know i'm working really hard. i'm trying already. i thought i heard you say something that could really hurt me. but i'll pretend i didn't hear it, though i'm not even sure if it's you. it sounded like anyways. i know you like to gossip and everything but just to let you know, i don't care. why must you commend on so many things? it makes changes difficult to make. i'll just put this behind my back and not care about it. but i just hope you'll change.after the superteen, i've been doing my best to change my attitude. but apparently, some things in life just don't give me the chance to. how i missed the times spent in the camp.
.Monday, February 02, 2009@3:10 AM.
went to my dear senior's beverley's house on saturday evening. so it was morning dedicated to badminton, afternoon for chinese and to complete the rest of my homwork, so that i can go out at night. and YES! i did it! haha.. ;Dreached there a little late. was there with my mummy and youngest sister. saw many familar faces! like: wenying, wenqi, louis, terrance and his brother and of course, i'll never forget : CHOCOLATE BABY! haha.. i love bella so much! if you guys don't know, i'm not not straight. bella's just beverley's dog, just about the cutest dog in the world. haha.. played with her a lot! and i ate really little and i have no idea why. drank something called ice wine and it rocks! so sweet! haha.. played a lot there.. mostly with wenying, wenqi, beverley and bella.. chocolate baby came late, unfortunately.i just got back my physics test and i'm so satisfied with it! haha. thank you shi fu li hao so much! thank you thank you! but you still got the top in class. haha.. well done! my earring was taken away by mrs lee this morning. when i took out i saw pus on it and didn't wipe it away. woops? bye bye earring.some teacher's changing in this school because of some other people of higher authority. why must she ruin everything in this school? we were fine when she's still holding onto her original pose. i like the old her, not the new one. nevermind because time change and people change. so.. i can't help it if she's like that.starting to love spending time at home. i'm having more encouagements from my parents already. =D more praises too! and that gives me the boost in studying. i'm starting to see how superteen and oasis is really helping me!last thing for now, homecoming.i'm hereby inviting everyone to my school's annual event that's named homecoming day. i'm targetting superteens though. haha but anyone can come! =D4th april, saturday.morning till late afternoon.xinmin secondary school.coupons are at $10.please come and you'll never regret. ;D
